Saturday, December 4, 2010

4 December 2010 / Sad Moments

Casey.... Why nowadays you never cheer me up... You make me feel like... Im the saddest boy on earth.... Please la at least TRY TRY TRY to cheer me up... For me also cannot.... I dont know what to do.... I feel like breaking up with you.... But i cant.... Its okay if you dont want cheer me up.. But i will be sad even though you think im happy... So i will keep on pretending till i tell you this blog name.... You dont know how i feel... When i no mood you never cheer me up!!!! You just kay kay kay... You think i what... I need you to care for me... Sayang me.... Cheer me up... And love me.... These 3 things you got do... But 1 missing... Im sorry...

My life sucks,

Rye (called by Dhabitah Zailani)

Friday, December 3, 2010

3 December 2010/ Sad Moments

Casey... Im sorry i kept scolding you... I feel...Guilty...You forgived me.. Im happy! But... I need to change my self....I really need to... I wanna try to be like other guys... Jealous they control.... They stay calm when their lovers is like that... Im sorry... I just wish.. You will be happy... When u said... Dont let me dont like you.... I cried... I felt stupid... I felt like i failed... Failed MY LIFE!!!! But... It has to go on... If it has to go on...Not go on like this....Go on with a good way... So i just had to change my attitude... You think today i smiled?? No i didnt... I smile and acted happy :( all this is for you my baobei... Purposely laugh in front my parents.. I never did this before....
im so sorry...

I Love You,

Casey Baobei <3